Showing posts with label reading. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reading. Show all posts

Friday, 8 May 2015

Day Five of Forever

Hello!

So here is an update of how I am fairing on this challenge - five days in.


To give you a clue to the general tone of this post... I feel like a super happy octopus.

Exercise and Meditation


So far this is going swimmingly! Granted I am not doing as intense exercise as I did in my original exercise challenge - but I think my strengthening and stretching routine is exactly what my body needs right now and it fits into half an hour which at the moment is all I can afford. Meditation is going great :) I no longer have to set myself a timer - I generally come to a finish by myself at about twenty five minutes. It's been a little while since I did it this regularly, and I have to say it is a discipline worth doing daily. I really find my mind clearing and strengthening more and more each day, and reaching new levels every time.

Violin Practice and Juggling Practice


So I have been alternating between Juggling and Violin each night (although I did both today!) and I actually think that this way is better than when I was practicing daily. I apply this more to violin than juggling, I could juggle any time and be happy doing it, but with Violin its really nice to just do it every other day - it's a more pleasurable experience. I've been doing between forty five minutes and an hour each time, which is more than I did during the challenge, and I think that's simply because I'm enjoying it more. And because I'm enjoying it more I'm doing better quality practice and therefore improving :) big yay.

Poetry Writing and Reading 


I was hoping to be jotting down some ideas for poems every day. So far I haven't quite managed to do that, so I need to pay a little more attention to that area. Same with reading, I just need to find more opportunities to do it!

Keeping a Journal


This is an interesting one. I like to do this last thing at night, but writing a journal is a pretty private experience that one should take ones time with, and if my boyfriend is staying over I'm less inclined to do it. I thought about it, and I've decided that's ok, as long as I keep it up regularly enough.


Overall, I'm feeling really positive and happy and so in control of my own life! I'm getting so much done (hence why I feel like a super happy octopus) and it's just so great to feel like I'm using my time in a valuable way instead of letting each day slip by.

Tonight, I'm going to have a little writing session and get my poem of the week off its feet! And add that to my list of awesome things I have done this week.

I'll post another update soon, until then, taraar!!

Sunday, 3 May 2015

My Final Challenge

Hello folks!

So I started this year of challenges in June and it is now May - so we know what that means! This challenge is my final challenge of the year. So let's make it a goodun. Technically I should have started this on friday - but the last few days have been a bit hectic and I wanted to get off to a good start, so I am starting tomorrow instead!

These are the challenges I have completed (or at least attempted) thus far:

Juggle every day
Give up refined sugar
Exercise every day
Write something creative every day
Meditate every day
Cut down on TV and Facebook every day
Write a 50,000 word novel in thirty days
Give up on gossiping, bitching, moaning and criticizing for thirty day.
Practice violin every day.
Spend only eighty pounds in thirty days
Read every day

Take a photos and keep a diary every day

(Technically that's my One Year Twelve Challenges done, as I did two the first month! But hey, let's stick one last one in there anyway.)

Looking back on everything I've done this year I feel a bit like this:


And now just one more to go! I really want to end the year with something special - go out with a bang.

A lot of these challenges were about creating habits. Some of which have stuck with me (now in my fifth month of not eating sugar!!) and some of which haven't (that pesky violin practice went as quickly as it came). I've learned a lot about myself and what kind of person I want to be through these challenges, and I want to make this last month a sort of mega-challenge. I want to combine some of my favorite challenges together, and try and start creating a routine that includes them all.

So here are the things I really want to include in this challenge:

Exercise
Meditation
Poetry writing
Violin practice
Juggling practice
Reading
Keeping a journal

(I would include not eating sugar in that list, but I've managed to keep that up anyway, so I wouldn't consider it a challenge any more.)

So these are all things that I really want to make a regular part of my lifestyle. If I've learned anything this year it is that I am at my happiest when I am being productive, and so I want to start pushing myself in all these areas. The tricky part has been trying to figure out how to fit it all in!

This challenge happens to be falling in my very last month of Drama School! What a perfect month to end my challenges on, just before I step out into the big wide world. I am hardly in for lectures any more, but I do have a pretty hefty project to be getting on with - my business plan. So even when I am not in for uni, I am pretty much considering my time from 9 - 5 my 'office hours' - where I dedicate my time to business plan, applying for jobs, and projects. So I need to find time for all of this challenge stuff in my mornings and evenings. Here is what I have in mind...

Exercise and Meditation


I know that I am at my best both physically and mentally when I make time for both of these things every day. Since both of these challenges I have kept them both up to a certain extent - but I want to go back to doing them both daily. Time wise, I think it would be reasonable to fit in half an hour of strength training and stretching, and half an hour of meditation every morning. I'd also like to fit in cardio a couple of times a week, perhaps when I can afford to start 'office hours' a little later in the day. Right now I'm avoiding running because I have very sore knees, but there's always zumba!

Poetry Writing, Violin Practice, Juggling and Reading


So essentially, these are my hobbies and skills. If I want to improve in my violin and juggling I need to practice regularly! And if I want to progress with my writing I need to push myself to write and read as often as possible. But what to do? I can't do them all every day. So I've decided to alternate between violin and juggling each night. It'll be the first thing I do when I get home from uni, practice for half an hour. As for writing and reading... well, I always have a book in my bag for whenever I'm in the bus or just have ten minutes to myself. That seems to work pretty well, it's aided me in reading a few more books since my reading challenge in march finished! I also take my poetry book everywhere, but that doesn't necessarily mean I write in it that often. So to aid me in writing a bit more, I just want to spend a few minutes each day, whether on my lunch break or maybe just before going to bed, jotting some ideas down. Then, over the weekend I must turn one of my ideas into a fully formed poem. A poem a week sounds reasonable I think!

Keeping a Journal


I wanted to include this because I want to use it to keep myself going. This is potentially my hardest challenge yet. It's going to be tricky to keep track of everything and keep motivated! But I think if I organise my thoughts every evening, even if its as simple as writing down my tasks for the next day, I think it could be a real help to me.

Some other thoughts...


I'll sort of be going back to my challenge of avoiding TV so that I can fit all this in. I'm definitely cool with that! As I whole I definitely watch less TV now than I did before, and I really don't miss it! That being said, you should always make time for some good films and documentaries, so I'm gonna give myself Friday and Saturday evenings for some good viewing time. I think by restricting myself I will choose what I watch a bit more wisely! And of course, bringing in some more challenges, I would like to continue to monitor my bitching and moaning, and to limit my spending. But I don't think I'm going to set any solid rules on that - just try and keep it in mind every day.

So there we have it! Those are my rules and guidelines for my Ultra-Super-Duper-Awesome-Mega-Challenge (the official title). It's a big one. I'm essentially trying to throw myself into being the busiest and most productive (and therefore, I think, best and happiest) version of myself. I'm trying to see if I could maintain all these habits properly, and build a lifestyle wildly different to the one I started with this time last year. It's a bit scary to be honest, but in a good way!



Now I'm under no illusion that I will manage to keep this up every day. If a trip to the cinema or a dinner with friends stops me from getting everything done, then so be it. This challenge is not about ticking every day off, it's about carving a realistic lifestyle for myself, and that includes random changes of plan! That's why this is probably going to be the hardest challenge for me to keep track of, but I have faith that if I really commit myself I'll do it. Most of all, I just hope that this challenge turns out as well as I want it to, and gives me that 'I'm so happy to be moving forward' buzz I've had from so many of my other challenges. There's a lot riding on this one! I'm excited.

Here is hoping for a fantastic month to end a truly fantastic year.

30 days left....

Sunday, 29 March 2015

A Short Summary Of The Reading Challenge

Hello everybody!

So my challenge finishes tomorrow, and I will be posting my increasingly melodramatic poem then :)

This has been a nice relaxing challenge at a pretty stressful time of year, so it's been good for me in many ways. I suppose I can't call it the vocabulary challenge anymore, more like 'The Reading Challenge' - and I've read three books and am well into my fourth in just one month! So that is something to be happy with.

At that rate I could be reading over forty books a year! Which would be fantastic!

Now I must admit I've not got too much to say on this challenge. I've already spoken about how great reading is for you and some books that I love. Aside from 'I'm really glad I've pushed myself to read more' there isn't much to report! Just a few small things:

It's clear now that this journey of mine has been all about figuring out what kind of things I like to do, and what kind of person I want to be, and pushing myself into it. There have been many revelations along the way, but now as the challenges are getting easier (I started with the more difficult!) there are fewer big life lessons cropping up. Instead, there's a calm, assured feeling of 'Yes, I can do this.'

As I'm readying for the end of this challenging year (only two left!) I am thinking of the future and more goals I want to set myself. Maybe more thirty day challenges, maybe some long term ones. For example, I've extended my No Sugar challenge for a whole year. I want to keep pushing myself after this is all over.

With that in mind, I think I could continue with this challenge and make it harder. This reading challenge has been really fun because I've been reading some great fiction, but I also have a stack of factual books that I really want to read. I never do, because reading that kind of stuff is actually really hard for me. But as I have learned from many of my challenges, practice makes perfect. So now that I am reading so much, perhaps a long term goal for me could be to make every fourth book I read a factual one, so I can keep challenging myself, train my brain up for harder reading, and hopefully learn some new stuff!!

And that's all folks! I'll post the poem tomorrow (it's very bad but has been quite fun!) and then on to the next one.

Taraar!

Saturday, 21 March 2015

Books I think Are Great

Hello!

So an update on the Vocabulary challenge... it has morphed. I'm still reading, I'm still compiling my lil word of the day poem... but I've given up on vocabulary.com. Mostly because it's actually a really bad website with a lot of errors and I didn't think it was doing much good. A shame, but there you go.

So mostly this challenge is now just reading every day, which isn't too challenging as I love reading! But it's good to force myself to do it. I am now on my third book in one month, which is about as many books as I think I've read in the last year, so there you go. It's amazing what you can do with a little bit of effort.

I thought I'd do a blog post today about some of my favorite books. I would like to number them in some kind of order, but it's too damn hard! So here, in no particular order, are five books that have struck with me and I think everyone should read.

Peter Pan



I love all things Peter Pan. I love the play, the ballet, the Disney cartoon. My favorite film of all time is 'Hook'. And all of that came from a beautiful children's book with a great background to it. (Watch Finding Neverland for that - it's also great like everything else Peter Pan related.) I've read it a few times, and it is just gorgeous. It's like someone took the perfect untainted imagination of a child, bottled it, mixed it with ink and then poured it onto paper. Children's books from this era are so much more eloquent than what we usually get today, and a delight to read!

Beloved



This is actually one I have just read this month! Maybe it's a bit soon to add it to my top five, but I really think it might be one of the best written books I've ever read. It centers around an escaped slave in America and her broken family. It's a heartbreaking, touching and haunting story, but what's really wonderful about it is how Toni Morrison weaves it. She is so clever with how she writes, knowing exactly how to captivate your attention and keep you wanting more. She captures thought brilliantly, and you really feel like you get under the skin of her characters. There's something quite challenging about it, in a good way. It is a pleasure to read because it makes you work a little. And her use of description is utterly utterly beautiful. I was blown away.

The ENTIRE Harry Potter Series



I know this is cheating a bit, it's seven books, but the whole series has had a huge impact on my life. I genuinely feel so lucky to have been a child in the time when this was written. The memories I have of getting the books on a Saturday morning, and the house being completely silent while my sister and I poured ourselves into them, will stay with me forever. For the last one we even queued up at waterstones in fancy dress at midnight. So many people!! I don't know if we'll ever see a fuss like that over a children's book again. It was so great to be a part of.

And these books were so important to us. I have never cared about any character as much as I did about Harry, Ron and Hermione. I was so invested in this story, and still am. I have read them all at least twice and I daresay I shall read them all again. AND watch all of the films repeatedly. And I really believe it's not just nostalgia (though that plays a large part) I think J.K.Rowling came up with a wonderful story that has great lessons in it, and she created a truly magical world. The work that went into all that detail is incredible, and has influenced an entire generation's imagination. She has defined what 'magic' means to so many, and I think she did a bloody good job too. I'm still waiting for my Hogwarts letter.

Northern Lights



Peter Pan... Harry Potter... bit of a theme for fantasy here. And I personally think that His Dark Materials is perfection as far as fantasy goes. I do have a particular fondness for Northern Lights over the others, I'm not even sure why. It's the one I always want to read again! Phillip Pullman establishes in it the most incredible fantasy world, and you feel when you read it that your own imagination is a part of it's creation (which is why I KNEW the film was going to be awful - some things are meant to just be on the page)

When I read it as a child I was engrossed in the beautiful storytelling, and as an adult I appreciated it's ideas and values. It also has one of the most kick ass heroines in all of literature, and I was genuinely sad when I finished the series that I would be leaving Lyra behind. She is all I wanted to be. Truly, I think this is the one book I would recommend to every single person on the planet. It's just.... I can't even... just read it.

One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest



THIS BOOK! It's been years now since I read it and as I began to type I realized how much I need to read it again. It's brilliant. It tells the story of the charismatic Randle Patrick McMurphy, who faked insanity so that he could serve his sentence in hospital and not prison. He's a fantastic character who stirs up a bit of a revolution amongst the oppressed patients he now resides with. But the truly excellent part of the book is the narration - you watch the rise and fall of our hero through the eyes of the strong, silent, gentle giant Chief. And through his eyes you fall a little bit in love with every patient, and your heart breaks for all of them. It is an amazing celebration of the beauty of the human mind, and it makes you FEEL THINGS INSIDE!!! And the film is brilliant too - Jack Nicholson at his finest. Oh I love this book I do. Another must read.

So those are some Books I Think Are Great!!! If you haven't read any of the ones I've listed, go and read them!! Hopefully they will effect you like they do me. And I hope to have a load more books to contend with these in the future.

Nine more days.

Monday, 9 March 2015

Reading Vs Watching T.V (and other news)

Good morning my lovelies!

I'm feeling particularly chipper today and I'm going to put it down to the breakfast I just had. I seriously recommend it!! Grate a small apple and half a beetroot into a saucepan and cook up with a smidgen of butter. Then add a sliced banana and stir a little. Mix in five tablespoons of oats and a heaped teaspoon of cocoa powder. Add sufficient milk/milk substitute and leave to bubble. Top with flaked almonds. You will have a deliciously dark purple porridge that will fill you to the brim and make you feel fantastic. Just like this.


You KNOW she had a good breakfast.

Anyway, back to the vocabulary challenge :) I have been doing my half an hour stint on vocabulary.com daily (although sometimes I only manage twenty minutes - it can be rather grueling) and I think it's helpful. It's made me start to look at how words are constructed, which means I can now start to work out what a word means when I've never heard it before. Nailing down the words is mostly a process of repetition, and aside from some website issues (quite a few of the multiple choice questions don't really have a correct answer, more like a synonym than a definition) I think it works pretty well. It's reignited my interest in language and words which is always nice.

The 'word of the day' story I am not so happy with. I thought giving myself a whole paragraph per word would make it more challenging, but actually it's making it easier for me to skate around to make sense of the wacky words I am using - resulting in something much less fun than I intended. So I have decided to back peddle a bit and do one line per word - which should mean I end up with a fun, nonsensical very short story/poem that is a bit less contrived. So I need to go back and do that for the eight words I have so far, and then from today I shall stick with that plan.

The reading element of my challenge is FANTASTIC! Reading is one of my favorite things to do, but often at the end of the day it seems so much easier to just switch on the telly. But as I learned from October's Challenge of Cutting Down TV and Facebook, watching T.V can drain so much time, when you could have been achieving things! And too much sitting around and staring at the screen can make you feel A Bit Shitty.

Now I am a great lover of good T.V and Cinema, but it's all about finding that balance, and sometimes I think you have to give yourself a little push and say 'no, I'm gonna read instead.' A lot of the time it just feels like you don't want to put in the extra effort that reading requires. But in fact, once you get going, it's really not that hard! It's like running - the hardest part is putting on your shoes and getting out of the door. Motivation is key.

Unfortunately, since October, I have fallen easily into watching T.V again. But this challenge, forcing me to read, has reminded me that ultimately I would like to end up spending more of my 'down time' reading than watching T.V. Why? Because it's simply better for your brain. It's actually more relaxing. It might not seem like it at first: but here is why.


The phrase 'T.V rots your brain' might seem like a parental trick to get us moving - akin to 'eating your crusts gives you curly hair' (My sister always ate her crusts and I didn't for a long time. My hair is curly and hers is straight. MYTH BUSTED) but actually it's a pretty accurate description. When you watch T.V you are allowing your brain to make almost no effort. You're kind of vegetating. And the brain is sort of like a muscle in that it needs to be put to good use to develop further. So any form of vegetating should really be kept to a minimum.

But we all need a rest now and again, right? The problem is, watching T.V isn't really rest. When you sleep, your brain is getting proper rest and time to recuperate. But when you watch T.V, your brain might not be doing much work but it IS being stimulated. The flashing colours and lights are creating a little chemical party in your head. If you watch too much T.V, you get used to the lightening fast stimulation, and you adjust yourself to it, resulting in a shorter attention span overall.

I myself experienced this yesterday. I had a really productive morning, and then I watched some T.V over lunch and suddenly my focus was all over the place. Not good.

The most significant thing T.V does to your brain chemically is it suppresses your Melatonin. Melatonin is basically a hormone that helps you to sleep. Any kind of light suppresses it. That's why it's so much easier to wake up in the summer when the sun is out. It means that we as humans are diurnal animals - we sleep in the dark and are active in the day. But studies have shown that blue light - light from laptop screens, phones and other electronics, is even more effective at suppressing Melatonin, which makes it harder to sleep in the hours after you've been exposed to it. This is not good news for people who's evening routine involves a lot of T.V - their version of 'rest' is actually having a negative impact on their real rest.

Most of us will be effected by this because the last thing we do is set our alarms on our phones. I've been told a good method is to plan what time you're going to bed, and an hour before set  your alarm so it's done, and turn off all your electrics. It's supposed to really improve your quality of sleep. I can believe this actually, some of the best sleeps of my life have been when I've been camping and have had no electronics around. Worth a try, I reckon.

Anyway, that's the downside of T.V. Now for the benefits of books.



Books stimulate your mind in a different way, You are gently working your brain when you read, but only mildly, like a nice stroll in the park. This means you can both relax and strengthen your brain at the same time. And you're getting much the same entertainment value (if not more) as when you watch T.V. There is no story told on film that hasn't also been written down in some way. And with books, you need to use your imagination a little bit too.

So it seems that if you replaced all your T.V time with reading time, you would still have had some entertainment and escapism, AND you would also have a better exercised and therefore better functioning brain, better quality sleep, a wider vocabulary, and a strengthened imagination. Reading really is coming out on top here.

HOWEVER. I am not for a minute suggesting that anyone forgoes all T.V and Film and replaces it all with books. Like I say, it's all about balance. There are some things books can not do. If, like me, you love a visual story with good direction, script writing, cinematography, maybe some animation and some cracking acting, then you need to watch some T.V and Film.

But perhaps that should be a checklist. Quality control. Twin Peaks (my current favourite show) certainly ticks some of those boxes. Eastenders? Not so much. But maybe it does for some people. Each to their own.

My point is, if you are going to put up with all the negative effects of T.V, then you should at least make sure that what your watching is worth it. If not, and all you want is a bit of relaxing entertainment. Then pick up that book. You're much better off.



Because basically, books are ace.

Twenty more days!

Sunday, 1 March 2015

The Vocabulary Challenge

Greetings friends.

It's a new month, it's a new challenge.

In August I set myself the challenge of writing every day, and I was pretty happy with some of the stuff I came up with. Since then I have been doing a lot of performance poetry, which has been going really well. And I've rekindled my love for writing. I did attempt to write a novel in November, but I didn't quite pull it off. Still, I will not be deterred.

I wanted to do a challenge that would contribute to future writing adventures. As an actor, writer, and lover of good books, having a good vocabulary is pretty important to me, so I thought I'd do a challenge that would help me to expand mine.

So I present to you a challenge of my own design: The Vocabulary Challenge.



There are a few layers to The Vocabulary Challenge

1. They say the best way to improve your vocabulary is to read. I myself love reading, but don't make enough time for it. So I am going to commit half an hour a day to some reading.

2. I will also commit half an hour a day to playing on vocabulary.com which is a great website where you can test your vocabulary. It's kind of like a game you play in rounds to get points, and it keeps testing you on words until you solidly know them.

3. This is the fun one. I will use my word of the day app on my phone to get a new word, and I will use that word as a stimulus to write a paragraph, which of course has to contain the word. I'll be writing a new paragraph every day, and I'm going to do my best to make them link together so that at the end of the month I will have a short story, which I will post on here. I'm sure it will wind up being very silly in an effort to include all the words I'll be getting from my app!

So, as a starting point, the word of the day today is 'marcescent' - meaning 'withering but not falling off, as a blossom that persists after flowering'

And the paragraph is:

Forty two years of marriage had brought Peter and Judith, among other things, three children who had for a time consumed them completely. Their house had been full of noise and laughter, and their lives full of long working days and family filled evenings that then ended comfortably in each others company. Now their children had flown the nest to have seven more between them, and Peter and Judith had reached their long anticipated retirement. The house was empty, and their lives filled primarily of each other. Faced with the incessant ticking of the clock every day, their previous state comfort seemed to shift towards something they didn't quite have the words for. Soon, Peter and Judith began to realise that their marriage had become marcescent. Hanging by a thread that seemed determined not to break. 

I look forward to writing more :)

Day one of thirty down!